the little"bean"

I have just seen the sonograms of my grandchild, he/she looks like a little bean.
I am so excited I can't stand it.
I never had a sonogram when i was pregnant...only one I ever had, untill recently,
was to look at my gall bladder.
Isn't medical science just amazing.
I am so overwhelmed by these images. It is like looking into a crystal ball and
seeing the future. A child , an new human on this planet. whose to know what this
child will accomplish in their life. They may even change the world some day.
I know he/she will be great looking ,I could not have an ugly baby...look at the parents!!!!!
Not to mention the Grandparents!!!!!!
Little bean your Nana loves you already. Be nice to your mommy and daddy!

thursday in Minnesota

I want my sofa table.

this day sucks

this day really sucks. we are shorthanded here at work. oh well it's almost over.

the day that changed my life

Today is the day that changed my life forever.
Today is the day I found out my husband of 25 years
was having an affair. when I discovered the "other"
womans picture in his daytimer, I confronted him.
the look on his face was not one of shock,or surprise
but one of relief. that was 7 years ago, my life to date
will never be the same. i think of what this has done
to our family and our future, I just found out I am
to be a grandmother. I am struggling with a whole
host of feelings today. We have both moved on with
our lives in a big way. he married the other woman
she now takes my place. I married a wonderful man
and live away from my family, the pain was almost
too much to endure. I feel so sorry for my children,
they are the true victims in this case.

Divorce destroys more than a marriage, it destroys
a future.

I have sought God everyday of my life in hopes of making
some sense of all this. In that still small voice that I love so
much. He tells me He loves me and to trust Him. And I do.

No matter what may come in my life, there is nothing that
we can't handle together and forgiveness is such a powerful
thing. Forgetting will be another.